Has Your Husband Stopped Initiating Sex?

 

It wasn’t until he stopped initiating that it occurred to her something could be wrong.

And it wasn’t that she was necessarily concerned he was “getting it elsewhere” (although, she knew that wasn’t such a far-fetched possibility, if statistics told her anything.)

Even so, him no longer initiating sex did have her thinking.  Wondering if indeed her marriage was what she had always envisioned a marriage to be.

Wondering if it was what he envisioned it would be.

Anyway. He had stopped initiating sex with her.

And now she began to recall all those times she avoided sex.  Came up with excuses as to why they couldn’t make love.  Made him feel guilty for even attempting.

All those times she pulled away from his touch when he crawled in bed. And the times she even snapped at him when he wanted to get in the shower with her.  Convinced herself that he was selfish and insensitive for ever wanting it in the first place.

And what about those times she was too tired for sex?  Yes, there were times she was exhausted. No doubt about it.

But she was often plenty awake to tend to the kids’ needs, church activities and her favorite TV shows.  She vaguely remembers him pointing that out.  Something about him always being last (or never) on her “list.”

Yes, him not initiating anymore really had her thinking now.

She almost cried when she considered the irony.

Him no longer initiating meant she had arrived at what she implied she wanted — no more sex.  But she felt anything but victorious.

She felt empty.

There was a chasm between them that she couldn’t quite name. Couldn’t quite put her finger on.  But it stirred just beneath the surface nonetheless.

They did life.  They exchanged pleasantries. They moved through their own agendas and managed to keep things functioning.

Kids got fed.  Bills got paid. Birthdays got planned.  Lawns got mowed.

If there was tension — and in moments of brutal honesty, she could not deny there was — she simply rationalized it away.

“We’re tired.”

“We’re busy.”

“This is what happens to all married couples.”

It had been a long time — a long time since he last initiated.  So long that she couldn’t recall with any clarity the last time they made love.   It was hazy at best.  And “going through the motions” for sure.

She recalled feeling relieved at first when he stopped initiating. She finally could stop feeling anxious about sex.

But now.  Now she started to wonder.

Did she have a hand in the collateral damage in their relationship?  Were they really as close as everyone else viewed them to be?

It felt like forever since they had done anything alone together.

He stopped initiating sex. And in a way, they both stopped initiating everything.

He stopped initiating sex.

And now? She felt anything but victorious.

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153 thoughts on “Has Your Husband Stopped Initiating Sex?

  1. Anonymous says:

    M55 F47 married 20years been together 30years.
    13 months ago I stopped initiating. no sex since.
    Yes I work full time House work. DIY and the kids.
    Well their ready to leave the home and move on with their life’s as for me well 12 month prepairing a runaway fund almost their . I will be walking out within the next six months.
    It’s more painfully to stay than to leave.
    Funny how if I had an affair shed get mad. Why she don’t want sex or intimacy so I’ll find someone who does.
    As I sit here and look at her as I type what’s going through her mind i wonder.
    I see more of her body now than ever before well I just look away.
    I know she’s wondering what am up to. If she finds the strength to initiate, I will refuse .how’s it feel ha.
    At every opportunity I masterbate so am never gonna give in. Welcome to my world.

  2. Joe says:

    Amazing. My wife has no desire for sex but doesn’t give a damn about my desires. I work full time and provide a good living. I cook half the dinners. I clean up half the dishes. Usually do my own laundry. I take her out. I open the car door for her. I take care of things so she can rest . But none of that matters. My needs don’t matter. I’m ready for this to end. Separate bedrooms are not far away

  3. Anonymous says:

    We’ve been married 25 years, together for 29. And for the past 20, we’ve averaged about monthly. It’s killing me, and it’s killing our marriage. She knows we should be intimate more frequently, but makes no effort to be. Every time I look at the bathtub, I remember that time she made those pitiful excuses, and it was years (and years) ago. I still feel the sting, the humiliation. I can’t bring myself to ask, so terrified that she’ll turn me down. The bed that once was so animated is a cold and lonely place. I don’t know what to do.

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